within the throat earlier than a cry. It’s my father,
altering his god as a result of my mom requested.
After the baptism, his curly hair moist and
chilly like an animal caught out within the snow.
Fleeing from my grandmother, who rushed
after him with butcher knives not but cleaned
of pigeon meat, the untucked bits of her
hijab licking the air behind her like a shadow.
You might want to return to Egypt, she had stated.
Generally, residence just isn’t a house, however a claw
lodged inside you. A river you step into as a result of
it holds mild. You might be waist deep, wading
in what mauls you and in addition
what loves you. You allow residence and change into
riptide. What I’ve change into has beheaded
what I used to be earlier than. I carry the top, knocked
unfastened and bodiless, as I might a plum,
cautious to not crush it in my palm, cautious
to not gag its cry.
